Keeping Abreast of the Situation

You have no idea.

I don’t even remember what I was going to post today; I think I was going to figure it out later. It doesn’t matter. I got The Call today, the one about my mammogram.

The radiologist wants me to have another one. On the right breast. And also a possible ultrasound. It seems that a “density” of some sort has been found in Rightie. (There’s a reason why I call these two “the Troublemakers”.)

Yeah, that about covers it. I’ve broken down crying multiple times. I half want to scream, half want to crawl in bed and pull the blankets over my head and forget that this day ever happened, for all the good it will do. This is how it started three years ago and it was a bear to deal with then. It hasn’t gotten any better.

All I know is, if my doctor wants to do a surgical biopsy, I’m saying no. Because I’m going to have a double mastectomy. I’m not fighting this bullshit indefinitely.

If you’ll excuse me, I’ll be in the bedroom, trying not to cry. We’ll see how that goes.

About Silverwynde

I'm a Transformers fan, Pokémon player, Brewers fan and all-out general nerd. I rescue abandoned Golett, collect as many Bumblebee decoys and figures as I can find and I've attended every BotCon--official and non--since 1999. I'm also happily married to a fellow Transfan named Prime and we were both owned by a very intelligent half-Siamese cat, who crossed the Rainbow Bridge on June 16, 2018. We still miss him. But we're now the acting staff of a Maine Coon kitty named Lulu, who pretty much rules the house. Not that we're complaining about that.
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2 Responses to Keeping Abreast of the Situation

  1. DeviceDude says:

    I wish I could give you a hug and encouragement to tackle this. I can’t comprehend the hell you’re experiencing as well as the solution you’re contemplating to get some sort of quality of life back. I will always love you Silverwynde.


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    • Silverwynde says:

      Just reading that really helps. I’m not kidding. Having you and Prime in my corner is a blessing from Primus himself. Thanks so much. I love you so much. ❤


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