I haven’t seen Brenda in almost two weeks; I heard she had vacation right around Thanksgiving but I honestly thought she would have been back by now.
Kelly has been showing up to work lately but I have no idea how long this might last. She apparently has to deal with family problems and these crop up from time to time. But I don’t know how dependable this will make her. Before you ask: I didn’t even attempt to apply for the full-time position that Kelly got. I knew there was no point in trying.
I have no idea how long the newer hires will last. I didn’t see Michelle tonight, nor Don. I’m pretty sure that a number of them have either quit or put in their notice. The members are becoming downright abusive and management is no better.
There’s people talking shit about other people. Others acting like supervisors when they aren’t. Office politics and mind games are the norm now.
I’m sick of it. Burned out as well.
I hate going in to the building. I haven’t been doing any meaningful self-care because it feels pointless. I have no desire to go in early because I don’t want to be sitting in the break room anymore than I should. I don’t even like being in there for my breaks. I’m just exhausted from everything.
I’m going to keep checking the job postings. If there’s one that’s basically an office job or at least away from most of my coworkers, I’m going to apply. I just need to get away from people.
Iacon East 