Malaise

Help us Bern Kenobi. You’re our only hope.

Again, another busy weekend but not as bad as last week. Bad enough, but not awful.

Yesterday, I spent a few hours with Lulu. I’m doing the same today. I managed to get some lunch and did a little something around the house but I lack the enthusiasm to do much of anything else.

I’m just depressed. If it’s not the pandemic, it’s the sheer amount of idiocy at work. I have no motivation to do anything. It just feels pointless.

It doesn’t help matters that BotCon won’t be back until next year. I don’t have a lot to look forward to right now. There’s the Timber Rattlers, there’s the Brewers, but I doubt I’ll be using my vacation time for either one. Another year, another wad of vacation left unused. I honestly haven’t been using my vacation time for the past few years; I won’t go to RoboCon and BotCon ended in 2016.

Even now, I’m debating myself as to whether or not I should go to BotCon next year. Pete is problematic at best and I don’t know if I should support him. But I want BotCon back.

Hell, I don’t even have any movies to look forward to now. I don’t want to take the risk of sitting in a theater with people. And I don’t like the idea of leaving the house.

I want my vaccine. Maybe then I’ll feel better.

About Silverwynde

I'm a Transformers fan, Pokémon player, Brewers fan and all-out general nerd. I rescue abandoned Golett, collect as many Bumblebee decoys and figures as I can find and I've attended every BotCon--official and non--since 1999. I'm also happily married to a fellow Transfan named Prime and we were both owned by a very intelligent half-Siamese cat, who crossed the Rainbow Bridge on June 16, 2018. We still miss him. But we're now the acting staff of a Maine Coon kitty named Lulu, who pretty much rules the house. Not that we're complaining about that.
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