Again, another busy weekend but not as bad as last week. Bad enough, but not awful.
Yesterday, I spent a few hours with Lulu. I’m doing the same today. I managed to get some lunch and did a little something around the house but I lack the enthusiasm to do much of anything else.
I’m just depressed. If it’s not the pandemic, it’s the sheer amount of idiocy at work. I have no motivation to do anything. It just feels pointless.
It doesn’t help matters that BotCon won’t be back until next year. I don’t have a lot to look forward to right now. There’s the Timber Rattlers, there’s the Brewers, but I doubt I’ll be using my vacation time for either one. Another year, another wad of vacation left unused. I honestly haven’t been using my vacation time for the past few years; I won’t go to RoboCon and BotCon ended in 2016.
Even now, I’m debating myself as to whether or not I should go to BotCon next year. Pete is problematic at best and I don’t know if I should support him. But I want BotCon back.
Hell, I don’t even have any movies to look forward to now. I don’t want to take the risk of sitting in a theater with people. And I don’t like the idea of leaving the house.
I want my vaccine. Maybe then I’ll feel better.